i havent looked at a bible in over 40 years..no interest in it whatsoever, which is the reason i try to ignore all the bible thumpers on this site.
As for staying a fake JW--i just couldnt do that. If some guys choose to--to appease their wives--well--i got lucky--mine handed me a divorce when any last remaining ties to that cult were severed. That was 42 years ago. As far as i am aware--shes happy--i'm happy--so everyones a winner.